dunia seluas bola

DUNIA KITA TUH KECIL....

kalo muter-muter mall juga bisa ketemu temen-temen lu sendiri..
ga mungkin deh ngak ketemu siapa-siapa...

masaa sih pada gak mau punya cara pandang yang luas???
ruang lingkup yang guuueeedddeee....
bisa muter-muter seenak dengkul???
atau momen yang berkesan seumur hidup lu...

GILA GW GAK HABIS PIKIR...

kalo cuman alasan ga diterima.
gw mau kok berusaha membaur..
tapi knp DARI LU SENDIRI GA ADA USAHA..


KECEWA tapi its their CHOICE..

saya HARGAII..

hey happiness

Saturday

Sunday

Monday

there were the HAPPIEST day i have ever had in this month.

i hope it WONT STOP..

LOVE

happy to the climax

thanks God..
i know You always love me..
when i felt down..
when i thought that the retreat is not going to be run.
when i almost gave up even i know that 0.5% chance is still a hope :(
and when i almost blameing You for all of the things that have done in my church..
YOU GAVE ME A WAY OUT :)
YOU NEVER FORGET ME.
YOU NEVER LET ME DOWN FOR A LONG TIME. (",)
YOU MAKE ME ON FIRE.. :D
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

from now on, i promise to You and myself that i will give my best just for you.
for the last event i gotta have in my church.
for the amazing grace You've given.
for those people who are getting excited.
for those people who depanding on me..

give them a spirit to worship you
give them a power to be "all in"
give them a heart to be "servant"

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ini aku
smua milikku
kuserahkan padamu Tuhan
penysalan dan kebanggaan
suka dan duka smua kuserahkan

yang tlah lalu, yang kan datang
hasrat dan harapan yang terbayang
masa depan dan rencanaku
smua kuserahkan dalam tanganmu

kupersembahkan hidupku
kepadamu Tuhan
tuk kemuliaanMu
ku berikan hidup ini
sebagai persembahan
yang berkenan padamu

yes!!! GOD is so GOOD!!!!!!!!

oh my...
i just cant tell you all how much i LOVE my Jesus!!!
how much i ADORE Him!!
hou much i THANK for every grace He gives to me!!

uncountable...

just like today

gw dah hampir pasrah dan nyerah ketika tau banyak pemusik yang ga bisa latian hari jumat. padahal gw dah bilang sama Bibin kalo sabtu ini gw ada acara, jadi latiannya hari jumat. cuman kykny dia kurang nyambung sampe dia ngurus semua pemusik untuk latian hari sabtu jam 7. gw panik setengah mati, tlp kanan kiri, padahal lg ga di rumah.. sampe malem akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk Fena and Elias aja yg pelayanan karena udah mepet. gw coba hubungin Monica dia ga bs. Evin gantiin gw mc, juga ga bs sabtu jam 7. kemaleman...

PASRAH!!!

gw tanya Micky juga, dia masih bersih kukuh gak mau pelayanan di remaja..

KECEWA!! KECEWA SETENGAH MATI!! CUMAN GW GA MAU HANYA KARNA SATU ORG, PELAYANAN GW TERGANGGU DAN BERKAT TUHAN GA TERSALURKAN UNTUK ORG BANYAK. 

yyeeaaahhh :D

suasana udh adem ayem... gw udh berserah, siapapun yang bersedia dan bisa pelayanan, pasti itu yang Tuhan mau pakai sebagai penyalur berkat minggu ini.. gw berharep semangat dan rasa putus asa gw hilang..

YUPSS

Tuhan ga pernah diam melihat umat-Nya yang sedang butuh uluran tangan.
tiba2 Bibin sms menawarkan diri untuk ngisi drum. tp latian jam 7 malem.. gitu juga Indra...
oh God thanks a lot!!!

I BELIEVE THAT

            GOD WILL MAKES A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY

perhaps, xin jia and valentine day are not suitable for me.. nyeahhh...

yeahh.. teddybear and hellokitty are not suppose to be minee...
a lonely valentine -->  the truth
well, xin jia is just the same. i dont really celebrate it every year..
no angpao to be proud of.

so this is 14 February 2010

hellooo 14th february...

i began my day with going to church at 7.30...
there was praise and worship followed by sunday service.. *as usual*
anak-anak sekolah minggu was performing a chinese traditional dance, "tari kipas", if im not mistaken.
it was so d*** good and cute..
hehehe :D
i tried to take some picture, it isnt good though.

 

 

  

i got my first meal (suppose to be my breakfast) with my big family... (ceritanya mau rayain xin jia bareng gitu.. lumyanlah kumpul keluarga)

then, we went to sour sally, senayan city.. waffle with strawberry youghurt as our menu...

NICEEE...

baru aja dapet angpo xin jia, kykny cc gw gatel deh ga bs megang duit cash..

akirny muter2 sency. beli kado valentine buat cwonya. baju di bossini and sepatu crocks..

buanyak bener dah belanjany, kyk org kesurupan.. :) 

lapeeerrrrr....

we went to anothe destination, old chang kee

we bought baso ikan, siomay, and other yummy foods..

aahahahha... no pictures taken.. :( karena keasikan makan dan kepedesann....

when we were going around, there were many barongsai walking through the mall...

  

my mom invited fenna to come with us.. we would go to eat sushi (vitro desperately want it since days ago)

sushi teiiii..... we ate like a beggar..

yet, this was so fun..

even though the ending was worst..

  

 

sushi has always been my favorite food..

uuuurrrggg.....

skrg jadi ingin makan sushi lg rasanyaa....

kriuk kriuk..

we were a beggar.. wanna see..

 

  

SUSHI SHUSHI SUSHI SHUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI 

when there is someone stand next to you, you are just so lucky

i just wondering to have someone who stand next to me..
someone who will accompany me and walk with me.
but, the time is not right enough.
i keep on waiting.
i believe he will come later on..

BUT

i cant imagine
when a girl has someone who really love her
but she disappointed him so much..
or in other words, she ignore him..

WHATS GOING ON???

you have someone who love you so much
but you just "play around" with him...

one word; "NAJOOONNNGGGGG"

even its just a flower and a box of chocolate

 

perhaps, flower and chocolate are not enough..

look inside his heart.

look inside his mind..

he lover you more than anyone does..

i hope soon you'll know

YOU ARE STUPID!

 

to fill the hour - that is happiness

saturday, february 06 2010

this was a great saturday.
we didnt plan for a big activity, just let it flow..
BUT its so much FUN

began my day by cleaning vidya's room with praisca. so mess up vid.. lol :D

 

then, vidya brought us to es krim goreng, as the payment. this was the first time praisca ate it. she became addited to es krim goreng. 

 

 

since we had much time, we played card (capsa) for many-many times.

ketawa-ketiwi & saling membanggakan diri

hunger.. --> vidya felt it. another cup of sweet corn.

 

when we got a call from yahya and cupao, we went directly to cupao's house without knowing what we were going to do. before leaving, we took som pictures in cupao's bathroom.

at sulli's car there were me, praisca, rp and himself. as the journey continues, we played tap2 from sulli's iphone, 'a long stupid talk', and listened to the 'out loud' music.

 

(tukang ngatain orang)

  

(pendukung si tukang ngatain)

  

(mungkin dia yang paling pusing dengan keberisikan kita)

(sabotase jaket)

we used two cars; sulli's and cupao's.

 

(bahagia sekali rasanya)

(yahya's silly face)

*pas dapetnya*

for our lunch, we went to foood kulture (kind of food court).

  

 

(sushi yang lama bgt masaknya)

 

(nachos yang dikit bgt, tp enak)

move on to the bolling time. all of them played (exclude sulli and rp, they played at timezone) *less photo of them*.

 

(and i guess you know who's the winner)

DONT STOP THE GAME! timezone is next. we took many photos, played DDR and motor2an..

when we felt hungry, we went to Pantai Mutiara, Jet Ski cafe..

and i got my mie tomat. <3

0.5 % harapan

in short....
i believe that every chance has its own probability.
even you say, 99.99 % it is not possible, still.. you got another 0.1 % chance.  

A CHANCE.

dont waste you presious chance.
A CHANCE WOULD NOT COME TWICE.
you better hold it tight before it never comes again.

0.5% chance.

it hasnt reach 1 %.
but yeah..

i can work to work it out.

with only 0.5% chance, i could stand right away with my foot.
He guide me all day.