miss indo!!

today was fun!

cant tell you how much i enjoy today.

i didnt feel like i had class this morning. at 11 a.m. the class has over. yuhuuu.. what a wonderful day :)

went straight to carousel with praisca, have been planning to buy a dress for christmas celebration. nyeah, i didnt find any though. *semua model terbuka, percuma beli baru kalo gitu*. around 2 p.m. i've been home and tried to sleep. unfortunately, i couldnt make it.. shoeeesss!!!

going to church again, rehearsal for tomorrow!! i miss my church so badly. everything that has happened today remind me about PR Kharisma. thanks God i didnt cry :]

everything is gonna be alright.

one more month you'll be in indo..

Reasoning

“Everything happens for a reason.” I’ve always believed in this statement. I’ve always had to justify a reason for why people experience the things they do. Of course the reason might not become clear to you until much later, but eventually you will find a reason for why things happen. I’ve seen many people go through hurtful experiences throughout years, but I’ve seen that in the long run something positive has always come from them. There has to be a purpose for terrible moments; we are not meant to suffer for nothing.

It’s so weird and mysterious how life works. Things happen that we might not understand at the moment, but when its all said and done we will. You lose in touch with people, because that’s life, you start drifting away from each other. You fall in and out of love, so you can let other people fall in and out of love. Maybe all of this was meant to happen for a reason? Maybe this person was supposed to leave your life, so someone new and much better could step in, and take their place. View bad times as a chance to make positive changes in your life. Rely on the strength you gain from dealing with the problems to achieve future successes in your life.

 Bad situations help you develop as a person. That boy who broke your heart, your friends who stabbed you in the back, those people who treated you unkindly, the ones who have lied just to do you wrong, they all play a purpose. All of those experiences have made you who you are. Sometimes it’s hard to understand why bad things happen, but i believe that out of everything bad, comes good. And I think knowing that makes it easier to get through the rough times. Everyone comes into your life for a reason, to teach you a valuable lesson. You lose a love one for a reason, to open the door for another opportunity. Remember that each accident is accompanied by a reason for its occurrence.<3 SR

i warned you:
DONT PLAY FIRE WITH ME.
you know who you are.

sparkling november: birthday, early christmas celebration, assignments, and the most important, FRIENDS in GOD ♥ ♥

im worried to much

i dont know how to say this.

but yeah, im worried about them. 

i didnt mean to take away something from their life.

even if she loves him, i wont be bother to step back. 

but at least i know the truth.

give me clue somebody!!

blogger instead of tumblr

gross, tumblr is addictive, but i dont feel to write some posts there. i've been dealing with this blog since early january 2010. in a month, this year is going to end. so i guess, its better to keep on track :)

i suffered a really-really bad sleeping disorder; sleep late, wake up earlier. it only takes me around four to five hours to sleep. not because i wanna seem cool (bergadang kerjain tugas), but its sort of illness. i cant sleep easily, i tend to over thinking and definitely it distracts me. i always feel lonely each night, wondering about many stuffs. 

thanks God this morning dwi called me, accompany me till i feel sleepy. yet, as he ended the call, i feel awake AGAIN.. matilah kalo gini.. i want someone who would accompany me till i sleep, someone who continuously say "come on, get some sleep. i wont be bother to tell you stories." menghayal..

CHRISTMAS IS SO SOON!! 

yes, so excited i would have christmas celebration in Perth, and in a new church.. i believe theres gonna be a lot of fun and new things to learn. something that i could bring to Persekutuan Remaja Kharisma and Persekutuan Pemuda Nissi. like yesterday, i helped them to decor the church. in a second, my mind flew to GSRI, re-calling the time when i used to stay at church till 12a.m. practicing WL, events and persekutuan doa. laughing and rolling in front of the mimbar. i miss my church so badly. 

i give all my best for you all. dont worry cause everything is gonna be alright. you have all those support, and from me as well. dont be bother to call me and ask some help. yes, i promise to you, i would be WL during the new year eve. 

ALL THE BEST FOR YOU, MY FAMILY. 

He never leave you, even a second. 

GBU abundantly 

should i?

should i move to tumblr??

http://talithamedinova.tumblr.com/

=))

friends come and stay

hey how are things going on there??

i thank God for new friends in perth. they are so so friendly!
never though im gonna have friends like them within a month. yeay, praise the Lord =)
but, as things seem so perfect; having someone who always be there, someone who stand before me, someone who make me laugh when troubles come, i started to worry the most.
will they stay? will this friendship last?
nothing seems forever. 

im not tough anymore.
im sick with relationship.. yeaa, friendship is included.
is that all my fault? 
do i deserve a good boy to stand beside me? do i deserve a good friend to lean on?
I DO. everybody does!

In love, it is better to know and be disappointed, 

than to not know and always wonder.” 

Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to. 

Crying doesn't mean that you are a cry baby; 

assume that crying is a step to be stronger.

nothing is impossible

within a week, everything has changes dramatically. so let you know, i am still grateful and thank God :)

1. i loss my best friend

the worst things happen within a week! i really-really loss my best friend. yeah, as i have said previously. i need to take step. kalo dia gak mau pertahanin persahabatan kita, kenapa harus gw yang yang susah payah. kenapa harus gw yang mohon-mohon supaya dia berubah. gw udh berusaha sekeras mungkin tapi dia gak mau dengerin. harus apalagi gw? mending gw mikirin hal lain yang lebih penting! it hurt at the beginning, yet as time goes by, i thought that theres no point of being sad all the time. i need to change!! thanks God kalo gw boleh dateng ke GPdI, dan gw tertantang untuk berubah dan berkomitmen utk hal besar dalam hidup gw. semua sharing yang gw denger, baik dari GPdI atau The Rocks, buat gw mikir bekali-kali dan sekarang satu langkah, terobosan baru sudah gw pilih. *tadaaaa* but please God, dont make me hate her. karna sekaliny gw udh benci, bisa jadi DENDAM. 

2. little caesar

tuesday, November 9 2010. makan-makan :)

eheheh, entah kenapa gw bisa memutuskan untuk ikut pergi bareng anak-anak hari ini. apa karna gw udh mulai bosen di rumah dan pengen dapet hiburan? totally forget.. hihihi.. but yeah, it was fun. we went to ...... ahahahah.. forgot the name. there are a range of restaurant and cafe there, and we ended-up at little caesar. a restaurant that serves the best pizza in town *they said so*. tapi emang beneran enak sih, lucu dan menarik. we ordered 4 main pizza and 1 dessert pizza.. nice :)

3. pasca-birthday

guess what? program diet seminggu yang lalu gagal gara-gara semua cake di rumah.. udah senang hati bisa turun 3kg, karna harus habisin 3 cake, naiklah sekilo lagi.. sial-sial-sial.. hueeeee.. sekarang makin susah nurunin sampe target dan bisa kalah taruhan sama cc yoan.. KACAUUUUU... ehehhehe...

the day after my birthday, which is friday. as usual, i went to GPdI youth :) afterward, we have dinner at uncle bellies??? (sort of that name). it is a chinese restaurant near downtown. hehehe.. oh gosh, hal yang sangat langka buat gw dan praisca makan malem jam 12!!! first time in my life. i wonder do they usually have supper rather than dinner? karna tugas sudah mulai numpuk banyak sekalii, gw memutuskan untuk bergadang. ngerjain sampe pagi tugas-tugas yang ada.. supaya cepet beres.. thanks God, BIS kelar dan CIB sudah hampir setengah jalan. yeaahhh..

saturday 13 November 2010, kami ikut kebaktian doa GPdI untuk pertama kalinyaa.. dan dilanjutkan dengan acara makan malam di victoria park. burger restaurant! it was good (Y). i shared a burger with praisca, tp itu aja udh bikin kenyang bgt.. malemny begitu sampe rumah masih dilanjutkan dengan makan masakan tante.. tolong yaaa, bener-bener gak ada kata diet buat gw!! *kutuuuu*

4. san churro

another eating day on Tuesday and shopping day with praisca. indeed, shopping releases stress. we went to garden city. i have planned to go shopping; buying bag, clothes and some other stuffs. in fact, i bought nothing of them. those things are pricy here, and i didnt want to afford that much for a temporary interest. instead of buying fashion stuffs, we bought FOODS!! cemilan ini itu, buah, dan perlengkapan rumah lainnyaa.. interestingly, we both did not know how to get home. stupid us; can come, cant home!! dengan jurus tebak menebak dan bertanya, bisalah kami pulang. oh yes, we decided to continue our day with our GPdI friends who persuaded us to hang out with them. he said we were going to be picked by 5 or 6 o'clock. paniklah kita, karna takut tidak keburu siap-siap.. tapi semua aman terkendalii.. we spent our time in san churro. they sell sort of chocolate there. i dont know how to describe it, pictures say more than words.

5. freakin assignments

I HATE REPORTS!!!!! they lessen my sleep time. and now im pretty sure, i will be easily got sick. gejala-gejala sudah muncul..

6. pathetic friday

it become a common thing to spend my weekend with GPdI-ers. the whole friday (after class) was spent  in front of the laptop. so tired, and felt like giving up :( i started to feel those sickness, but i wont let it attacks me again. *finger cross*. cynthia pick us and we went to church. after the service ended, we should practice for christmas celebration; choir. *syaalalalallala*.. then we had dinner at northbridge. seperti biasa lupa nama resto, but it is a Vietnamese. *iya ga ya?*. i only bought taro milk tea though.. hihihihi.. 

7. Fremantle

doughnut day!!!!!!

at the afo, me, praisca, cc joan, messi, ocep and garry went to the fremantle. planning to buy doughnut there :) i was actually feel tired and need time to sleep. yet, its kinda impossible. i wont be able to sleep at my house if i still thinking about those freakin report!! therefore, i didnt refuse to join them. ehehehhee.. TOTALLY FUN!!!! three different markets were visited. 

pipinya ngajak berantem!! bener-bener perlu diet.. gak mau pulang dengan kondisi seperti ini.. heaaaaa.. gak mau kalah taruhan juga.. AHHAHAHAHA... 

before we went to the church, for kebaktian doa *dont know how they call it*, we went to the Rifo's cafe. dan semua makanan yang gw mau terpenuhi, cupcake!!! accompanied by mocha latte. *sukses seger sepanjang malam* 

cant do anything to be thankful to you guys. GBU abundantly <3

birthday!!

gosh, it feels like ages i didnt post anything. despite the fact that i was lazy, i also didnt know how to share it. there were too many pressure lately and i couldnt really handle myself. 

fasten your seatbelt and lets race it! ;p

November 11, 2010

i knew this was my big day, my birthday. can i just skip it? yes please. 

it has been a week i have a problem with my best friend. we almost did not talk and it hurts me so much, more than when you broke up with your boy/girlfriend. i was totally disappointed when she chose her boyfriend (YANG BENAR-BENAR TIDAK LAYAK DIPERTAHANKAN) instead of me, her childhood friend. gosh, now i know why people say love is blind. blind is her!! i kept on thinking what did i do wrong, am i asking too much to be her best best friend, am i wrong to remind her about their relationship, bla bla bla. each night when i tried to sleep, those thoughts drove me crazy. hence, i miss my home terribly. i thought that there would not be any great birthday, or even none of my new friends knew it. no family around, no usual friends. seems it was going to be my worst birthday. 

so i decided to sleep earlier that night, wishing that my best friend would change and be the first people who great me happy birthday. yeah, i was wrong! totally wrong :(

time was ticking, it was mid-night already and i have been asleep. suddenly, my room door was knocked noisily and there were some people coming to my room, brought balloons and cake. firstly, i thought they are my GPdI friends. yeaah since, they have talked about my birthday 'gift'. but i was wrong, it was praisca, ko moses, ko james, ci icha and ivanna.. they surprised me! i didnt know their plan of course, but this sort of thing never ever cross in my mind.. thanks a lot friends. it was totally a blast!

 4 balloons and 2 cakes

 ivanna, praisca, talitha, icha

 moses, talitha, james

 hand-made cake from ko moses, ivanna and praisca

 gosh, they have their own partner. not like me and praisca. *iri*

simple yet perfect

cake from ko james and ci icha

i thank God for this amazing gift. it was simple but perfect. they came to my house around 12 o'clock, right away on November 11. it was actually praisca's plan which turned amazing. she was planning to surprise me alone, but ko moses and ivanna wont let her do it alone. you know what, they made special hand-made birthday cake for me. ko james and ci icha joined them and brought another cake from utopia (i guess). yeaaaahhh, 2 cakes in a row and i got to finish it by myself. BAGUS! 

another special surprise from my GPdI friends. i thought they wont do anything for my birthday. or if so, they're gonna throw me with eggs and cheese. eerrgg.. 

well, they gave me something 'sweet'; came to my house with cake. i didnt expect them to come indeed. hihihihi.. messi, fenfen, ceh joan, garry, ocep, yopi and anton. they are new friends who have turned to be the closest. how grateful i am :]

thanks God (again and again, never stop). though distance separated me and my family, problems hit me hardly, You always gave me something i could never imagine :)

 fenfen, messi, praisca, joanna, talitha

 friends as sisters 

another large birthday cake

best of my life, being part of them

DAY 25

dear 9 october 2010

i miss home terribly. there are too much pressure lately and i could stand with it   :(
thanks for those people who strengthen me and cheer up my day..
God bless you all..

P.S.: speechless

DAY 22

dear 6 november 2010

hello, it has been 3 days i didnt post anything in my blog. so sorry for the inconsistency. well yeah, since i have started my college life, i only did my routines; wake up in the morning (guess what! i always awake before 10. so amazing looking back to my past. LOL), have breakfast, go to the curtin, come back home, have a nap, watch youtube, do my homework and pretty much the same everyday. 

what was special from this week was i went to 2 different churches before sunday. on thursday, i went to one of my friend life group. indeed the sharing part strengthen me. the only exception is they talked bahasa roh and i was pretty much scared of it. i felt uncomfortable. thats why i decided not to come over again. :|  

my new sort of habit here, going to GPdI Youth on friday at 7 p.m. this friday sharing was awesome. melebihi batas maksimal. yes, i should go beyond what i think i am possible at. there are 3 main steps to go beyond; first and for most is give thanks, second is consider other person needs and the last is put others as first priority. cie marry told us that God gives us problem so that we could take step ahead. be better and handle every single problem wisely. 

God gives a mountain, so that we could climb to the other side. it relates to our life, when we have a big problem, something that you think it is not possible to be handled, we always give up (even you havent tried). at first, it may seems difficult, yeah since you only look at it - not going beyond. yet, as you try to walk step by step, going inside the problems and handle it one by one, you surely can do it. that big problem is made up of simple little things. therefore, i learned that God settled me in Perth because He wants me to become something. He has a hiding purpose. believe and go beyond! 

TODAY

what a freakin day! in a good way i could tell. 

after finished washing our clothes and seprai, me and praisca had our brunch. two slices of bread and fruit as usual. suddenly tante betty came with subway in her hands. one for each of her 'house child'. gosh, we felt very full, but cant keep it since this evening, there will be another dinner for us. so i ended-up with finishing a quarter subway portion. BUSTED! very very full.

than we have decided to go to carousel, i wanted to go shop desperately. we took bus 100 to curtin first and changed our direction with bus 72. however, we chose the wrong bus even though it has the same number. we didnt go to carousel, yet city became the final destination. it was really an unforgettable experience. for the first time, we went with no direction, didnt know where should we get off and how to went back home. 

so it took us to walk from the armadale bus station to the centre of the city. window shopping would be the best words to describe what did we do. as the price is so expensive and we were afraid to afford it, we only bought a headband and taro milk tea. that kind of bubble tea tasted so yummy. me addicted to it. when the stores closed, we called ci icha, asking direction to go home. but theres no answer from her. finally, we decided to have a walk to the 106 bus station which is pretty far from the myer department store. really-really killing us! yet it was so so fun. 

P.S.: sometimes love makes you rally blind, please wake up from your beauty sleep friend.

   

DAY 19

dear 3 november 2010

just an ordinary day, going to the campus and attending the EDP (english development program).
yeee, nothing really special. after went back from the campus, me and praisca made a tortilla. but it failed, a bit messed up. LOL..

P.S.: my bb works at last. thanks God

DAy 18

dear 2 november 2010

business information system is one of the most difficult subjects so far.

gosh, i didnt get what was the today's lecture. all about the system and i have been asked to start my first assignment. making an information system within migration process. help me someone!!

yes, thanks to God i got my brand new BB by today. all the things were settled excluding the internet connection. there is a several error. thus, i cant used it for awhile. anyway, thanks God for everything :)

i love You best..

P.S.: so lazy to write a blog. i miss my daddy as soon as i ended his call. 

DAY 17

dear 1 november 2010

managerial accounting class was pretty easy till now. yet, i still felt uncomfortable with the new friends.
i got my debit card at last =) thanks a lot God.
around 5 o'clock me and praisca went to IGA, buying some sort of snacks, salad and tortilla.
we were planning to make some by ourselves. gonna be so fun.. :)

P.S.: i live my daily routine. perhaps starting from today, nothing really special to be told.