friends of mine

my third week of uni has just came and there were 2 people went away from jakarta. yesterday was the time when me and some others friends got to 'sent' natalia to her next study destination; san fransisco. the day before yesterday, arno has left to bali.. two best friends of mine. two best people i have ever known. 

now, the feeling is real. feeling of losing someone from your nearest place. the time goes so fast. it flies from minutes to hours to the days to the years. yeah, it has been 3 years we knew each other. and the best 2 years i could experince with you guys. now, everything changes, my part of family has been away. one goes to US, other goes to bali.. its getting difficult to meet you guys. friends who usually go with me; fill the hours everyday..  

yet, for the first time i couldnt stop thinking of you both. i could not imagine how arno gonna leave alone. with no parents, with no sister, and with no best friends. leaving alone in kos-kosan. i believe he could survive, i just miss the time when he laugh, he smiles, and saying weird words. though bali is quite near, the distance inhibit me to meet him so often. i never share anything to him, but he is still adoreable. there is something inside his figure that makes me kinda love it. why there isnt any news from you boy. i just wanna know hows you life going so far. GBU always my dear friend.

natalia, you makes me cry a lot.. just now, tuesday 20/07/2010, in time when i wrote this blog.. i do cry. crying because of you. it migh be my mistake. you are such a good friend for me. no matter i though about you, no matter what you have done in high school and everything. you are definitely a good girl. you are lovely. dulu waktu pertama masuk sekolah, lu satu-satuny anggota 'genk eksis' yang mau nyapa dan main bareng dengan gw, si anak baru. and i was so amazed that time. you talked a lot and it made me feel confidence to know you more and more. there were many memories that stick in my head. like the time when we made a photography team. going around scbd to take photos and being scolded by the security. i miss you girl. i miss everything about you.. i wish i could hug you for minutes just now. i apologized for everything that i've done which made you feel 'sick' of me. i love you girl! wishing you all the good fortune there. take care of yourself. promise me that one day, you are going back to jakarta. meet me, play with me and having holiday together. do not ever lose contact with me. keep in touch darling. love you so much!

memories that never fade

good luck arno

 take care natalia :D