im done

after 2 weeks of suffering, now.. im done.. 
4 final exams have passed away.
yet, in not more than 13 days, the result is coming..
so you better watch out!

what if

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers

I want to stay right here in this moment with you
Over and over and over again
 

What if this could be a real love

A love, a love, yeah

I don’t know what to think

Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be
I'll keep waiting till we meet

i miss you all

its kinda weird seeing all my friends this evening.
has been a long long time we did not see each other.
and now, we sort of gather in the airport once again to send our beloved friend.
i miss you all guys. 

i miss vidya, the one who are ready anytime i need her.
i miss sulli who gives me unforgettable moments & teaches me to be tough.
i miss nesya for every single time she gave to listen about my complaint.
i miss sung, the ones who treat me as his sister (dimanja).
i miss chai who always get excited anytime i have something to share.
i miss rp when he could be a shoulder to rely on.
i miss yahya when he always build-up my mind.

P.S: tak akan terganti

part of my soul

today, 14th September 2010

one of my very best friends is leaving to Japan. i was so sad that lately we were kinda busy and didnt have many time being together. i really miss our moments when we have a lot of spare time to chat and video call in skype. kadang topikny konyol and most of them were just a daydreaming.. how our life is going to be in the future, talking about charming boys, dating with arno, and so on.

aku kangen sekali saat2 kita sering curhat and share our problems. sekarang rasany kita sudah sangat jauuuuhhh. tidak ada waktu untuk doing stupid stuff.. kuliah bener2 bikin sibuk yaa.. i regret it so so much.. aku ingin balik ke jaman2 sma, gak pernah berhenti ngobrol sama kmu.... kalo ada masalah pun, pasti ada saja yang buat kita balik bersama lagi dan saling memaafkan...

at the time i wrote this post, i did cry.. a lot.. your letter made me think twice about what i have done so far. you are right, im worried so much. im so afraid of losing something.. yes, im so afraid of losing one of my very best friend! you! i know that we can do skype all the time. but, its not the same as i could hold your warm hands that taking care of me when i got sick, i couldnt linger beside you when i feel so lazy and down. i cant eat your bread or cake during break time. there will be no time when i got marah2 that out locker was so messed up. all that we can do is just seeing each other through webcam and menahan pipis (like we used to. keasikan ngobrol sampe tidak mau ke wc).

i wish you all the good fortune there. a tough girl could handle everything.. I LOVE YOU DEAREST.
sorry this post is kinda messed up; have not published any post lately and my head is turning around.

so let you know

are you keep on reading my blog? or never?

just so let you know that i miss you so much

like never stop

be happy

what are you afraid of?

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