today, 14th September 2010
one of my very best friends is leaving to Japan. i was so sad that lately we were kinda busy and didnt have many time being together. i really miss our moments when we have a lot of spare time to chat and video call in skype. kadang topikny konyol and most of them were just a daydreaming.. how our life is going to be in the future, talking about charming boys, dating with arno, and so on.
aku kangen sekali saat2 kita sering curhat and share our problems. sekarang rasany kita sudah sangat jauuuuhhh. tidak ada waktu untuk doing stupid stuff.. kuliah bener2 bikin sibuk yaa.. i regret it so so much.. aku ingin balik ke jaman2 sma, gak pernah berhenti ngobrol sama kmu.... kalo ada masalah pun, pasti ada saja yang buat kita balik bersama lagi dan saling memaafkan...
at the time i wrote this post, i did cry.. a lot.. your letter made me think twice about what i have done so far. you are right, im worried so much. im so afraid of losing something.. yes, im so afraid of losing one of my very best friend! you! i know that we can do skype all the time. but, its not the same as i could hold your warm hands that taking care of me when i got sick, i couldnt linger beside you when i feel so lazy and down. i cant eat your bread or cake during break time. there will be no time when i got marah2 that out locker was so messed up. all that we can do is just seeing each other through webcam and menahan pipis (like we used to. keasikan ngobrol sampe tidak mau ke wc).
i wish you all the good fortune there. a tough girl could handle everything.. I LOVE YOU DEAREST.
sorry this post is kinda messed up; have not published any post lately and my head is turning around.
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