Friday, December 10, 2010

theres definitely something wrong with my brain.
im worried to much. more than anyone else does, i guess.
im afraid about my future.
im worried about myself.
im doubting about my life.
yes, im perfectionist.
yes, i wanna look good.
yes, i wanna be the best.
yes, im gonna live my dream.
and of course, im traumatic!!!

i dont wanna be in the second place. not anymore.
im not a little girl, though i wanna look like it.
i used to be so strong, like the coral reef. why it doesnt last?
im tired for being so lame.

help me someone.
take me out from this circumstance.
teach me how to enjoy life!
how not to worry so much. 
teach me how to be grateful with what i've got.
with something that i own.
things that God has created for me. 

No comments: