north to south

hey there.. you've been asking for a long post right? so here it is..
it passed through my mind when i had shower this evening..

i didnt realize that 3 years ago, i met you from a spontaneous joke.
you were not in my class, never chat before and never thought to be this close.
i could not remember when exactly we started to share anything..
all i know, and i prefer to know, you are really kind to me..

you are always be there for me, no matter what time it was, where were you, and what did you up to..
when i was sad and could not think for the best step i should take, you are trying to cheer me up and never let me fall. remember the time when i just went back from europe. i couldnt sleep because of jetleg. you were suddenly woken up and accompany me until the sun rised. i know and really know you were sleepy that time, but you pretend no to be. thank you :]

every time we plan to go out and i have no one to fetch me, you offer me a ride. well, you do it all the time actually.. even when i got bored with no reason, you came to my house, asking for a hang out with no plan.. remember? the time when we used to go out directly? "tal, lagi di mana? bosen nih.. pergi yuk" those words sound perfectly on my ears.. or saturday morning, we both were on line at msn, then typing "eh tumben udah bangun. hari ini kmn?" and i just said "pergi lagi kan kita".. ahahaha.. wtih no further disccusion, we both signed off and took shower. in less than an hour, you were already in front of my house with your jazz.. going somewhere we did not know.. *ewww, miss that time*

and now, when i really really fall.. i have been overthought and worrying all the things. you are here. right in front of me *not exactly though*. each night when i used to cry, you always cheer me up with your silly words or you just let me cry so that i could release my stress. when i start to muse (ngelamun), you distract my concentration in order not to let me cry over and over. thank you!!

it is a honour for being your very very best friends or even as your sister *i hope so*.. i wont let you feel sad. if i ever, please forgive me, i dont mean it.. yet when i go, do not ever change. i just like the way you are..